i searched the definition of 'happy', 'happiness' and 'love' from dictionary.com.
'love' because noel told me to.
hhaha.
'happy'
'happiness'
'love'
love has as many as 14 definitions.
from family, friendship, feelings, sex, lovers etc..
so what are we boyfriend.
ahhaha.
genuine and everlasting love i pray hard enough.:)
as for happiness,
why is it that hard to achive from studying?or schooling?
uni for my parents,
but i play harder than i study.
when your heart is not in something, yet you still have to do it, what kind of feeling is that?
definitely not happiness.
jimmy eat world totally crashed my mind just now.
while i was getting such distressed over my undone assignment, my screwed up attitude towards studies and getting all depressed,
jimmy eat world (the middle) had to stick their nose in and their lyrics read,
Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.
[Chorus]
It just takes some time,
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright. (alright)
Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, (on your own)
So don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough)
For someone else.
[Chorus x2]
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out, (feel left out)
Or looked down on.
Just do your best, (just do your best)
Do everything you can. (do everything you can)
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts (bitter hearts)
Are gonna say.
[Chorus x2]
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.
[Chorus]
It just takes some time,
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright. (alright)
Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, (on your own)
So don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough)
For someone else.
[Chorus x2]
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out, (feel left out)
Or looked down on.
Just do your best, (just do your best)
Do everything you can. (do everything you can)
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts (bitter hearts)
Are gonna say.
[Chorus x2]
and then all else i heard was,
'everything everything will be fine'
'everything everything will be alright'
i guess.
okay i don't feel left out.
maybe i do feel looked down on.
whatever it is,
jimmy eat world really gave me the 'positive encouragement' i 'need'.
it sounds as though He is helping me out here.
perhaps He really is.
but maybe wallowing in self-pity ate my ego up.
i still feel depressed.
nothing's changed.
schooling, especially uni here, isn't the right thing at all for me.
chore.
strangling me.
