i'm like the 'A' girlfriend! according to noel.
supposedly 'AD' okay!
AHAHAH.

bf had a super long day today.
and i had my job training.
so we probably won't be meeting for the rest of the day and maybe even the next 4 days!
since i'll be working from tomorrow till sunday!:l

so, i decided on a little surprise to my dear bf.
tada!!!!!!
home-made lunch!! by me!=D
(ahjie you should be very proud of me! i still can't cook maggi though. but i can fry chicken patty and egg now!=D thanks to noel.heh.)



okay it's a really simple 'burger'.
egg, chicken patty and cheese!=D


yum yum!


full set meal with drink, green tea also okay!
hahaha.
i'm sooo proud of myself.
bf was really surprised and happy.
so glad!
=D=D

anyway!
i'm working thursday till sunday at imm giant.
spot me there okay!
=D

anyway, happy 10th month brenda & eugene!!Best wishes okay!=D

i just found out something, which i'm totally taken aback by.
so much so i hardly know what to say or do now.

bf i'm so sorry about it.
it's shocking, and i'm affected.
i'm glad you told me.
at least now i know.

don't worry, God takes care of everything.
all will be fine with Him around.
God blesses all of you:)

love you.

Poor me,
without a dime.
this much time on my hands..

i Honestly need a job.
i'm going for my facial tmr.
but i'm not even sure if i have enough money for that.
HAHHAHA.
i'm DOOMED.

how about, lets put it on credit first?
HAHAHA.

amusing how i can spend without money.

CHAR & NOEL - SPAMMED!!!:):)





































love you bf!:)

GOODNESS. I TOOK HOURS TO LOAD THESE PICTURES UP.
ahahaha.
noel is the perfect house-husband material!
he will carry the stuff, he can cook, he will do the washing of dishes (includes wok, pots, or any order cooking stuff)!!=D
so good!heh.















okay sorry my house ONLY has these stuff.





1st on the list, pre-marinated chicken drumlets.





2, canned food - luncheon meat.





and 3, egg!! i LOVEEEE eggs!=D



last but not least, CAMPBELL SOUP!!
yum yum!heh.

love you so much bf!:)

so glad bf came over to accompany me today before the stayover!:)

okaayyy i wanted to blog the photos of our huge feast for dinner!
but nvm!
blogger's giving me problems.
ass.

hahaha.
the next time!
off to bed!=D

love you sooo much bf!:)

today started off really badly.
i never knew things between my family and me could be this unfamiliar and ladled with distrust.

it's just saddening, that i can't seem to fall back on my family.
idk what they actually feel i could do.

noel and the retard gang planned a stayover a guowei's house tonight.
i woke up this morning, made a phone call to my mum to ask if i could actually join them.

instead of just a 'no', i've got..
me: mummy noel and his friends has a stayover tonight. can i go?
mum: huh why stayover. always go out. got ask papa? aya you think lah.. always go out. go ask papa, if he allows then okay lah. (the tone was twice as bad as you imagine)
me: huh.
mum: you always go out. papa said, 'she always go out. dk what she do outside.'
me: ayaa. okay nvm.bye.

seriously.
my mum even quoted my dad.
'dk what she do outside.'
any idea how much that hurts?
and i thought my mum showing that kind of attitude and sort of tone.
like huh?
i didn't know my dad's the same.
like wow, family is the only people whom won't forsake you, and will trust you no matter what.

i'm not too sure about that now.
really not.
i don't feel like i'm getting the trust i'm supposed to get, nor the security i'm supposed to feel.
only God makes me feel the security and all i need.
i can tell him Anything and He won't despise me, neither would He laugh at me.
i'm confident He won't forsake me.
He trusts me with all his heart.
and if i make Any mistake, he won't hesitate to forgive me.

my parents?
they could have told me nicely, or ask me where i'm going? or what i'm doing or with whom right?
why did they just behave as though they are fine with me going out, then only discuss and show their unhappiness behind my back?
why?
my mum gave me more allowance, cause she knows i go out very often.
my dad always tells me 'enjoy yourself' before i leave house.
i didn't sneak out.
i didn't run out of the house right?

so what did i do wrongly?
if they did ask me nicely, i would tell them where what and who when i'm going out.

noel says parents are bound to be like that.
yeah probably.
but it just assures myself that i should start leading my own life, myself.
i'm not sure if they will be there encouraging me when i need it.

idk if i'm too harsh on this, i might be even selfish for this.
but i honestly feel that way.
i really hope i'm wrong.

THE FRUITY OUTING. (last wednesday)

like yiwen said, everyone was late!!
why am i not surprised.
ahahhaha.
i had a hard time asking yiwen out before that busy girl finally had time for us!!!
11 years okay babe!!
should meet up more often!
had alot of fun that day!!

yiwen's dumb excitement of phones.
mine's lited.


then she proudly exclaims, 'NOW I HAVE A PICTURE OF YOUR BF!!' then giving me the smug look, or that she was going to blackmail me with it or smt.


so i ignored her.
then, yiwen and esther got all crazy over 5 lited phones.
SERIOUSLY WTH!!!!


that's nigel and me.


then the retard esther.


the pictures i printed for noel's present!=D

yes they took picture of that too..hur.


that's nigel again.


darren chan.


yiwen's food.
lamb shank or smt.
looks good okay.

before she ordered,
yiwen: ayy want share??i think i can't finish lah!
after the food came,
me: i realised yiwen ate up all her portion.

wthh!!!!ahhahahaha.
so greedy. act small appetite!


esther's soup puff!


my yummy burger.


nigel's budget meal.


ohoh.
and that's amelia.
we decided to replace her with mr mario.
since we promised to bring her everywhere when we have outings.hahahahahahaha.
hi melia!!!


the macho melia.


okay nigel was trying to mimick amelia.


then me and darren joined in, just wanting to be in the photo.
ahahhahaah.


mr mario, melia, has a EXTREMELY obscene part....quite obvious..
ahhahaha.oh my.


yes, mario came with a bike.
ahhahaha.





that's all!
ahhahaa.
don't be jealous melia!
just come back real soon alright!=D

didn't really have a fantastic time the past 2 days.
but i'm so glad noel made things all right again.:)

spare the details of what happened, but it kinda reminded me to treasure what i have now and the other things i should be thinking of.

still feeling as upset this morning, was msging noel when he sent me this picture through mms.



noel's msg: 'hello gf let me test if you know this place. faster find it ok!', titled 'find me'.
ahhaah.
i didn't think he would really be there! until i saw him downstairs from my window.
ahahhahaha.


from the master bedroom, it looks like this. noel came over to surprise me!
so sweet.
was supposed to have free breakfast treat,
noel: 'i wanted to buy breakfast for you.'
noel: 'but i look at my wallet ah..'
noel: 'so i bought 2 egg tarts.'
hahahaaha.
cute.

it came with a blue rose (long due since 9th april!) too.:)

thank you so much bf!
you're the best.
whatever it may be, i hope we will be really happy and lasting!
love you so much!!=D


zzzzzz....

thanks for everything, everything..:)

i'm like the 'A' girlfriend! according to noel.
supposedly 'AD' okay!
AHAHAH.

bf had a super long day today.
and i had my job training.
so we probably won't be meeting for the rest of the day and maybe even the next 4 days!
since i'll be working from tomorrow till sunday!:l

so, i decided on a little surprise to my dear bf.
tada!!!!!!
home-made lunch!! by me!=D
(ahjie you should be very proud of me! i still can't cook maggi though. but i can fry chicken patty and egg now!=D thanks to noel.heh.)



okay it's a really simple 'burger'.
egg, chicken patty and cheese!=D


yum yum!


full set meal with drink, green tea also okay!
hahaha.
i'm sooo proud of myself.
bf was really surprised and happy.
so glad!
=D=D

anyway!
i'm working thursday till sunday at imm giant.
spot me there okay!
=D

anyway, happy 10th month brenda & eugene!!Best wishes okay!=D

i just found out something, which i'm totally taken aback by.
so much so i hardly know what to say or do now.

bf i'm so sorry about it.
it's shocking, and i'm affected.
i'm glad you told me.
at least now i know.

don't worry, God takes care of everything.
all will be fine with Him around.
God blesses all of you:)

love you.

Poor me,
without a dime.
this much time on my hands..

i Honestly need a job.
i'm going for my facial tmr.
but i'm not even sure if i have enough money for that.
HAHHAHA.
i'm DOOMED.

how about, lets put it on credit first?
HAHAHA.

amusing how i can spend without money.

CHAR & NOEL - SPAMMED!!!:):)





































love you bf!:)

GOODNESS. I TOOK HOURS TO LOAD THESE PICTURES UP.
ahahaha.
noel is the perfect house-husband material!
he will carry the stuff, he can cook, he will do the washing of dishes (includes wok, pots, or any order cooking stuff)!!=D
so good!heh.















okay sorry my house ONLY has these stuff.





1st on the list, pre-marinated chicken drumlets.





2, canned food - luncheon meat.





and 3, egg!! i LOVEEEE eggs!=D



last but not least, CAMPBELL SOUP!!
yum yum!heh.

love you so much bf!:)

so glad bf came over to accompany me today before the stayover!:)

okaayyy i wanted to blog the photos of our huge feast for dinner!
but nvm!
blogger's giving me problems.
ass.

hahaha.
the next time!
off to bed!=D

love you sooo much bf!:)

today started off really badly.
i never knew things between my family and me could be this unfamiliar and ladled with distrust.

it's just saddening, that i can't seem to fall back on my family.
idk what they actually feel i could do.

noel and the retard gang planned a stayover a guowei's house tonight.
i woke up this morning, made a phone call to my mum to ask if i could actually join them.

instead of just a 'no', i've got..
me: mummy noel and his friends has a stayover tonight. can i go?
mum: huh why stayover. always go out. got ask papa? aya you think lah.. always go out. go ask papa, if he allows then okay lah. (the tone was twice as bad as you imagine)
me: huh.
mum: you always go out. papa said, 'she always go out. dk what she do outside.'
me: ayaa. okay nvm.bye.

seriously.
my mum even quoted my dad.
'dk what she do outside.'
any idea how much that hurts?
and i thought my mum showing that kind of attitude and sort of tone.
like huh?
i didn't know my dad's the same.
like wow, family is the only people whom won't forsake you, and will trust you no matter what.

i'm not too sure about that now.
really not.
i don't feel like i'm getting the trust i'm supposed to get, nor the security i'm supposed to feel.
only God makes me feel the security and all i need.
i can tell him Anything and He won't despise me, neither would He laugh at me.
i'm confident He won't forsake me.
He trusts me with all his heart.
and if i make Any mistake, he won't hesitate to forgive me.

my parents?
they could have told me nicely, or ask me where i'm going? or what i'm doing or with whom right?
why did they just behave as though they are fine with me going out, then only discuss and show their unhappiness behind my back?
why?
my mum gave me more allowance, cause she knows i go out very often.
my dad always tells me 'enjoy yourself' before i leave house.
i didn't sneak out.
i didn't run out of the house right?

so what did i do wrongly?
if they did ask me nicely, i would tell them where what and who when i'm going out.

noel says parents are bound to be like that.
yeah probably.
but it just assures myself that i should start leading my own life, myself.
i'm not sure if they will be there encouraging me when i need it.

idk if i'm too harsh on this, i might be even selfish for this.
but i honestly feel that way.
i really hope i'm wrong.

THE FRUITY OUTING. (last wednesday)

like yiwen said, everyone was late!!
why am i not surprised.
ahahhaha.
i had a hard time asking yiwen out before that busy girl finally had time for us!!!
11 years okay babe!!
should meet up more often!
had alot of fun that day!!

yiwen's dumb excitement of phones.
mine's lited.


then she proudly exclaims, 'NOW I HAVE A PICTURE OF YOUR BF!!' then giving me the smug look, or that she was going to blackmail me with it or smt.


so i ignored her.
then, yiwen and esther got all crazy over 5 lited phones.
SERIOUSLY WTH!!!!


that's nigel and me.


then the retard esther.


the pictures i printed for noel's present!=D

yes they took picture of that too..hur.


that's nigel again.


darren chan.


yiwen's food.
lamb shank or smt.
looks good okay.

before she ordered,
yiwen: ayy want share??i think i can't finish lah!
after the food came,
me: i realised yiwen ate up all her portion.

wthh!!!!ahhahahaha.
so greedy. act small appetite!


esther's soup puff!


my yummy burger.


nigel's budget meal.


ohoh.
and that's amelia.
we decided to replace her with mr mario.
since we promised to bring her everywhere when we have outings.hahahahahahaha.
hi melia!!!


the macho melia.


okay nigel was trying to mimick amelia.


then me and darren joined in, just wanting to be in the photo.
ahahhahaah.


mr mario, melia, has a EXTREMELY obscene part....quite obvious..
ahhahaha.oh my.


yes, mario came with a bike.
ahhahaha.





that's all!
ahhahaa.
don't be jealous melia!
just come back real soon alright!=D

didn't really have a fantastic time the past 2 days.
but i'm so glad noel made things all right again.:)

spare the details of what happened, but it kinda reminded me to treasure what i have now and the other things i should be thinking of.

still feeling as upset this morning, was msging noel when he sent me this picture through mms.



noel's msg: 'hello gf let me test if you know this place. faster find it ok!', titled 'find me'.
ahhaah.
i didn't think he would really be there! until i saw him downstairs from my window.
ahahhahaha.


from the master bedroom, it looks like this. noel came over to surprise me!
so sweet.
was supposed to have free breakfast treat,
noel: 'i wanted to buy breakfast for you.'
noel: 'but i look at my wallet ah..'
noel: 'so i bought 2 egg tarts.'
hahahaaha.
cute.

it came with a blue rose (long due since 9th april!) too.:)

thank you so much bf!
you're the best.
whatever it may be, i hope we will be really happy and lasting!
love you so much!!=D


zzzzzz....

thanks for everything, everything..:)